(I wrote this post  about a year ago and never posted.. But I’m still posting it even if it’s a little later.) Most of the time I am grateful for how far God has brought me and how much he changed me for better.  But there are times, better said days and weeks, when I fall into a hole full of self-pity, “not-enough” feelings and “this is hard” thoughts. I love being a mom and I’m thankful I get to be a mom. Doing life with kids is more fulfilling and joyous than I’ve ever dreamed of. Mom life requires more patience than your first 20 years of life together,…